Today, this morning, I am feeling very stressed. I feel like I cant do any work but I have lots to do. I feel like I like Co a lot but canny do anything about it, in that stage where you don’t want to say anything but want to know if they feel the same, but are scared in case they don’t. I didn’t mean to feel this way! I didn’t want to feel this way! Maybe I’m just too easy with my feelings. I think I am going to get hurt, after all he’s going away in September to the other side if the world for God Knows How Long. I thought that was a good thing at first, not looking for anything serious you know, but I can’t help liking him. Don’t fall in love! Don’t fall in love!