It’s true. I don’t want to be sad. So I have to do something and sort myself out. I can’t mope about all day, it wastes a lot of time where I could be doing, err, i don’t know, something? I keep getting these moments of feeling really down for a few minutes at a time. Like this morning, i was taking my washing in and i thought ‘what’s the point’. And last night while out for dinner I just stopped eating after a couple mouthfuls as I didn’t see the point in eating any more. I gotta wake on up out of it. So today, I am at work at the moment, I am going to write the abstract for jackie grant. I am going to plan the experiments for the week. I am going to write my thesis outline and list of seminars attended and details of remaining experiments. I am going to call my mum and my sister. I am going to call my friend G in Devon. I am going to print off my old essay and read it over. I am going to buy the newspaper and print off photos. I am going to plan a day shopping with a friend. I am going to buy fabric pens. I am going to do a shopping and cook something healthy. I am going to go swimming. I am going to call C and listen to the radio. I might even put things in a scrap book and tidy my room. that’s if the electricity is back on! I gotta be positive and not let it carry me away. Ok, let’s go!